Talent and Purpose.
Have you ever wondered what you were meant to do with your life?
I wonder this all the time actually, because life is so very different than I imagined. With all the changes happening in life right now, very happy changes, don't get me wrong, but changes, I find myself wondering just that.
What am I supposed to be doing? But as happy as I feel, I really think that this is it. This is the big one. With career path, Yoga/Coffee Boutique in the ten year; with physical place, travel and exploration, more on relocation later; and love, my life, my passions, my person; I feel like for once, God is being very clear. Like, he's had his laugh and is all, "But really bro, this is my plan." And it feels good.
For the past, god knows how long, I've been surrounded by friends with amazing talent, vocals/photography/cinematography/writing/creating, and I've just felt...insignificant. Like, I've been a connection point for all these wonderfully talented people, but nothing more. But in this moment, I look at all that I've created, what I have fought for with blood, sweat, tears, and more, and I feel...confident.
Something very new for me. So, I'm riding the high, and making big life choices, to relocate, to dedicate my heart to someone, to advance, and it's crazy, but I'm grateful. My cup is full.
I feel that I can't quite get a single straight thought on the subject, Brian's new toy for his videos is exciting, Chloe's always in some other country, Allison's jumping out of planes, Alex is scuba diving, and love won, even challenging itself with distance and communication...I just feel giddy. The world is a beautiful place if you just stop and look around. I know I'm not quite making sense, but trust me, things do get better.